Sunday, December 06, 2009
Friday, December 04, 2009
Can't knock em' out?
I'm desperately trying to contain my dominating emotion at this moment into words. Tried as I might,
I couldn't.
It felt as if I was being sucked into a loophole, head-first and falling into another loophole then hitting the floor, head-first, with an ominous rebounding kkkrrrash. It took me ages to uncover the meaning of " don't be too gay else it'll turn into something you had no foreboding for" In that precise moment, when I felt like as if I was being pulled sideways and under into a vortex I had no command on or whatsoever, I was completely shattered, my mind painfully battered, tortured and my heart felt like an vacant occupant in an empty island. Isolated and vile, I was being forced to sit and look head-on into the real picture.
I was being singled out- plainer and duller than any puddle could be. Foggy and cloggy as the picture may be, I was again being forced to evaluate my current pathetic disposition as intently as any scientist would be in front of a deadly virus. As hard as I tried to turn the table around, I just couldn't shake off the pessimist undertone which seems to be doing a jolly good job of clouding my mind with doubts and the incessant fear for the unknown. It was an unhealthy and peculiar mix I had on hand, churning its conconctions slowly and mercilessly, without a doubt, creating a ghost town in my head...which would sooner of later puncture a vein or two of sanity. I am endlessly parading in a sea of constant morose ... for I am the mascot of a bleeding heart.
I couldn't.
It felt as if I was being sucked into a loophole, head-first and falling into another loophole then hitting the floor, head-first, with an ominous rebounding kkkrrrash. It took me ages to uncover the meaning of " don't be too gay else it'll turn into something you had no foreboding for" In that precise moment, when I felt like as if I was being pulled sideways and under into a vortex I had no command on or whatsoever, I was completely shattered, my mind painfully battered, tortured and my heart felt like an vacant occupant in an empty island. Isolated and vile, I was being forced to sit and look head-on into the real picture.
I was being singled out- plainer and duller than any puddle could be. Foggy and cloggy as the picture may be, I was again being forced to evaluate my current pathetic disposition as intently as any scientist would be in front of a deadly virus. As hard as I tried to turn the table around, I just couldn't shake off the pessimist undertone which seems to be doing a jolly good job of clouding my mind with doubts and the incessant fear for the unknown. It was an unhealthy and peculiar mix I had on hand, churning its conconctions slowly and mercilessly, without a doubt, creating a ghost town in my head...which would sooner of later puncture a vein or two of sanity. I am endlessly parading in a sea of constant morose ... for I am the mascot of a bleeding heart.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
When I see you
When I see you, sparks fly, fire ignite. Love blooms, emotions soar.
Hope, I feel, is once near. Let's shadow away the doubt and suspend our trademark confetti in the air.
Of love,
"Could it be you fell for me?
And any possible similarity
If it's all, how would I know?
You never knew me at all
But I see you"
- I See You.
Hope, I feel, is once near. Let's shadow away the doubt and suspend our trademark confetti in the air.
Of love,
"Could it be you fell for me?
And any possible similarity
If it's all, how would I know?
You never knew me at all
But I see you"
- I See You.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Of love, spirit & life ...
On a mild Sunday afternoon, decided to bake some choc & cereal meringues for the hungry people at home. :) Luckily it turned out pretty well after my 1st attempt at it! Glorious!
Finally ...got an inspiration to doodle! This spells love all over! Done on a cool Saturday night where everyone has just gotten to bed. It's just me , my room, my marker, the lamp and mika on the stereo! :)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
nis, i'm pumped.
I'm super duper over-the-hills elated at a certain something. I see pink daffodils, yellow jeans & rainbow cookies :)
oh, by the way, i'm not bitter. :)
oh, by the way, i'm not bitter. :)
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